Ohhhh I am so sorry and sad at heart how you feel .. your words are piercing me to the heart ..
Please don't feel pressured or burdened in any way by the core gift to do new artworks .. you're always so dearly welcome - with or without pictures, regardless if you're doing new artworks or not. You've already done so many most beauteous wonderful works - I always treasure and cherish them.
Everything will fall into place .. all will be well ..
Sleeping at your heart meanwhile and my loving embrace .. I will write you again and send you a note as soon as I can ..